i know its a small world but sometimes i cant find my way

i wish this was just a bad dream

hari ini bener-bener hari yang ngga bisa di bayangin sm gue sebelumnya....... dimas minta buat udahan dengan alesan "aku tuh terlalu banyak menekan kamu, aku ngga tega sama kamu... biarin aku istirahat dulu dan memperbaiki sikap aku" gue langsung nangis sekejer2nya, gue udah minta coba ke dimas buat ngasih kesempatan tapi dia tetep bilang kalo ngga bisa. well sampe skrg sih dia masih contact gue, masih sms dan ngabarin dia ada dimana.. dia bilang cuma pengen istirahat dan kalo udah membaik insyaAllah bisa kaya dulu lagi. tapi kapan? sampe kapan gue musti nunggu? gue ckrg cuma bisa berharap kalo ada yg bisa ngembaliin dimas ke gue.

just for fun ;)

Zooey Deschanel

she's totally awesome

Princess castle
okay it's too childish but i wish could live here forever lol

Burj al arab
the place i want to visit on my holiday

Every word of this song explain what i'm feeling

Listen (Beyonce)

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

hello setelah sekian lama ngga nge-post akhirnya sekarang gue buka blog ini lagi -_- actually i had many awesome stories tapi karna terlalu banyak jadi ngga tau mau cerita yang mana.....
well, udah dua minggu ini sibuk banget...... dan hari ini i didn't go to school today. so what am i doing today? seharian ini cuma nonton tv, tidur, makan HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA udah kaya anak babi ya gue -_-

hello terrible day

last saturday night aku berantem lagi sama dimas loh...................... dan akhirnya sampe hari ini aku berantem parah malah hampir putus sama dimas, seharian ini langsung jadi badmood. pas lagi down gini aku pengen banget deh cerita sama tyiotafftam, dulu pas lagi down gini biasanya tyiotafftam yg tenangin aku. aaaaaaaaaa skrg nangisnya jadi double deh, jadi kangen sama tyiotafftam juga nih :'(

i'm just emotional sometimes

udah 4 hari ini aku sakit lohhh! cuna bisa makan bubur, pusingnya setengah mati, batuk wah pokoknya WONDERPOL banget deh. trs pas ke dokter katanya gejala typus :( pas lagi sakit gini si dimas malah lagi liburan ke bangkok sama keluarganya, wah makin makin deh tuh gue kaya jadi ngga ada semangat sembuh kan ;p selama dimas disana, dia ngabarin cm pas kalo mau tdr sama pas bangun tidur aja. nah pas kmrn udah jam 22.30 dimas masih belum ngasih kabar, trs gue bete banget kan. eh tiba-tiba pas gue udah mau tdr ada nomer yg gue ngga tau dr daerah mana nelfon, ya gue angkat kan trs dia ngomong "yang ini aku, kamu gimana disana? masih sakit? hari ini kemana aja?" eh trs gue speechless deh -_- gue ngga tau kenapa semalem gue bisa jd sok sinetron gitu HAHAHAHA abis dimas nelfon gue nangis loh, ga penting ye